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My name Tan Yonghwee ! F³C #9 15 , Catholic High. Friendster links Beatrice Benedict Brandon Bryant Chek Wei Cherrie Clarence Eunice Han Wen Hui Yang Janier Jiahao Joel Jun Jie Junior Ken Junior Kai Rong Junior Kian How Junior Nicholas Karin Kun Liang Senior Sui Peng Shawn Shu Zhen Wei Kit Wei Zheng Wen Xuan Xin Yu Yee Teng Yu Cheng Yvonne Zhengyee Zhen Wei archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 October 2007 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 credits layout designer and image: eloquent |
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date: Sunday, July 15, 2007
todae was the SECOND TIME i watch HARRY POTTER in a space of TWO days, incredible huh? hahas.. but won feel so sian la XD.. i like the part when the KINGSLEH (the bangla =X) said.."Minister, u may not like it, but Dumbledore's got STYLE (indian accent).. LOL.. hahas.. saw the trailers for RUSH HOUR 3 and THE SIMPSONS MOVIE.. both looked appealing and funny ^^ hahas.. CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THEM MAN!! hahas.. hope commont test quikly over.. then get jio some frens go out watch =D.. and i heard that tmr sch ends at abt 12pm+ worhs.. coz of O levels =D.. i decided to reformat the whole saturday soccer schedule.. now its no longer all abt matches.. haf some trainings on certain skills.. and pratice them during match =D.. like dat i think will be more meaningful.. anyway my new 4 recruits in my mind, 3 cat high 1 sengkang sec de.. hahas.. its like buying players from my native land.. hahas XP.. i appreciate garry mag's effort of helping me ask joel toh if he would like to play with us on saturday.. and joel toh agreed.. =D.. THAT'S THE SPIRIT MAN!! hahas.. tmr is start of sch.. i found a new prospect in life.. =D.. during the weekend when i went out.. i realli admire those that haf girlfrens de.. haiz.. T.T.. going out wif a girl u like seems so lovely.. ahhhHHH~~.. if onli i could haf one though.. that would be great... i will be waiting for that day.. date: Saturday, July 14, 2007
PART 1last night, i was damn pissed... thought of disbanding my soccer team, or shall we say "the band of brothers".. we were good frens since P5.. and since sec sch started.. i knew it needed something special to keep this frenship alive.. we haf gone thru thick and thin.. we argued at times, we sometimes had cold wars.. but everything did come to end at the end of the day.. year 2006.. it was successful. i managed to organize them every saturday to play soccer.. but b4 the year 2007 started.. i said to myself "as we proceed to sec 2, CCA takes up more time.. i hope they do not take our saturdays.. at most the saturday mornings..".. and i had aeromodelling trainings every saturday morning.. but after that i would pia back to meet up wif them.. and had to call them on the bus sometimes to get everything in place.. And to my surprise, they did not haf cca at saturday at all, except for exceptions like bei.. i was happy for them.. i didn't mind me being the one having cca then haf to rush back..i didn't mind having to put that extra amount of effort.. i was realli glad everyone could make it on saturdays in 2007.. it meant that the frenship COULD go on for another year.. i was veri positive.. then LAN started to overtake their brains.. i don deny i was abit addicted to LAN during the december holidays.. but after sch started.. i knew i had to control.. and i did.. i took aw wei as my example.. he hated LAN.. i did go LAn at times.. maybe once a month or so.. but recently.. LAN is the onli FUCKING WORD THAT FILL UP THEIR FUCKING PEA BRAINS! i'll tell u why.. last week...07/07/2007 i had CIP in the morning.. so after CIP, i tried veri hard to contact them.. they were not at home.. and at instance i knew they were at LAN.. luckily i managed to contact xing's hp.. me:"xing at LAN rite? wif who?" xing:"ya wif lao des hj hw and hong" me:"ok.. u all try to reach at 2.30pm hor.. don be late.. then can start on time" xing:"okok.." i called nick and aw wei and aw wei's fren, and they agreed to meet me at my hse at 1.45pm.. at abt 2pm, dey were at my hse liao.. and ham also came.. so we went down at 2.30.. i waited till 2.40pm.. didn't see them.. so i called.. me:"xing where u all?" xing:"still at LAN..finishing the game" i was a little pissed.. me:"nvm.. u all reach at 3pm can.. everyone waiting for the 5 of u" Xing:" ok hwee.. bye" then the 5 of us, me, nick , ham , aw wei , sze kang played cards.. and soon, zhao ming came at abt 3pm.. so there were 6 of us. then we played 3v3... but at 3.10 i called them again.. me:"eh where u all liao? u know damn late liao mah?" xing :"we still LAN-ning lei..(den des came to the phone) We finishing the game" I WAS FUCKING PISSED, 2.40 that time tell me finishing.. now finishing! wtf?! take me as idiot? me:"u start new game izzit?" xing:"ya.." me:"BTR reach at 3.30pm" he said YA.. i feel like a bloddy fucked up fool.. GET IT!?!? it was lyk.. at 2.40 they say finishing game.. i ask them finish le come.. they say ok.. then later 3.10 call again THEY STARTED ANOTHER GAME.. i knew it.. they aat LAN would say things like " don care hwee la.. just play " or "fucker keep calling disturb us".. 3.40pm liao.. I DID NOT SEE A SINGLE SOUL MOVING TOWARDS OUR DIRECTION.. i called again.. me:"jibai.. where the fuck u all?" this time haijin spoke :" we coming liao.. still at LAN shop there" i just HUNG THE PHONE.. i was treated like a FOOL.. when they came.. AT 4PM!.. i kept my cool.. tolerated their fucking attitude.. but internally i was burning.. i didn't wan to disgrace them by scolding them.. even if i scold them.. u think they will not go LAN ar? they will think :"just bcoz of some little words from a fucker like yonghwee? and we are same age.. he think he wad.. damn big to scold us ar?".. and another reason i didn't flare up was becoz we were frens for 4 years le.. just let go i told myself... and in the night.. i though of kicking out those who lost interest in soccer.. I can tell one.. haijin and haiwei last year veri enthu and active hardworking type.. this year round.. after LAN infected them.. they changed.. play bcoz TANYONGHWEE force me to play.. they started ignoring my calls to ask them to play.. coz they don wan me to say " eh don go lan lei.. come play soccer".. when their sis answer phone , i could hear the background voices "eh tell him we not in".. WHAT THE FUCK they treat me as.. i didn't fuck know.. xing hong lei.. sometimes anyhow ram the ball anyhow run around.. then after a while say exhausted don feel lyk playing.. ITS ALL about ramming these days.. last time we played wif passion.. score liao felt glorious.. now scoring is just a way to quikly end de game.. hongkai also LAN ADDICT liao.. and i reali wanna kick them.. but the frenship we had.. stopped me at times from doing so.. TODAY WAS THE TURNING POINT... des told me he would be going out wif his sis.. xing told me he go hospital visit his grandma.. later i call des hse.. me:"desmond in?" HIS SIS:" he's not in".. Waht de fuck? HE TOLD ME HE GO OUT WIF HIS SIS, and now his SIS answered the phone saying DES NOT AT HOME?!?!? LOOPHOLE NUMBER 1. i called xing's hse... me:"xinghong in anot?" his bro:"he say he go play soccer" WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! he PLAY SOCCER?!?! he always use that as an excuse to play LAN.. asshole.. still say see grandma.. WAN TO GO LAN SAY STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE.. DON NID GIF LOUSY REASONS THAT GOT SO BIG LOOPHOLE ONES... somemore xing still told me on thursday night " i will go soccer de".. what happen in the end?? I CALLED HONG KAI WHO WAS AT LAN.. me:"hong at LAN got see xing and des?" hong:"ya they beside me" at that moment i had nth to say.. i just hung the phone and slammed it on my bed.. I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF BEING CHEATED BY MY BEST FRENS!! FRIENDSHIP IS ALL ABOUT TRUST ISN'T IT? I WAS SO DETERMINED TO DISBAND THEM AT THAT MOMENT.. PART 2 i felt lost.. saturday afternooon wad to do?? first, came taisheng, he invited me to watch harry potter wif him and his frens.. i was grateful to him.. he gave me some hope of going out.. but i tmr watching wif family.. den duno todae wan go anot.. somemore i duno his frens... if meet them sure damn awkward one.. then came sally, she say adrian teng ask me go movie.. that time i realli had to surrender and go.. coz i felt damn bored within a matter of minutes.. we went to LIDO watch harry potter.. hahas.. quite nice la.. then they keep joking that adrian and sally stead.. hahas.. still got liang and zhao go.. so we like veri close.. =D.. but in the cinema.. i dropped my wallet.. until i go outside then realise lor.. hahas.. but i chiong back.. luckily the cleaners found my wallet and i thanked them alot man.. if i had lost my wallet.. i realli nth to say.. after that when i was walking home alone.. i thot it was a good time for me to reflect.. i realli thanked God for sending the angels (sally, adrian, yongliang and zhaoming) to save me from the death hands of boredom.. adrian was the mastermind.. but i also cnt figure out how did he rmb me.. and why he wanted to ask me go.. but i was touched.. and i reflected dat i acutally shuld not disband them.. i should just take away the black sheeps.. if not i would be just letting down those enthusiasts like aw wei, ham and nick.. i didn't wan to disappoint them.. by giving up my responsibility.. i talked to ham on the phone.. he consoled me and talked to me.. and i promised to rebuild the team by tonight.. hongkai explained to me why he go LAN.. and i accept his apology.. coz during june holi he everyday go out wif me.. then he say he nvr go lan wif his peihwa frens.. they nvr angry.. so now he go out wif them.. i shuld not be angry.. and i thot so too.. Ham gave me his fullest support, nick too, i told them there would be lesser ppl without xinghong, des, haijin and haiwei but i will do my best to recruit more ppl (garry mag, huiyang and szekang are possible replacements).. they were all behind me.. i felt touched by their reactions.. finally managed to sort out things after a terible saturday morning.. i thot of getting a new saturday life.. by finding new activities to do.. but after thinking of my other frens.. i realised i could not just give up my responsibility and say "i don care".. now.. my new life is to gif them a new prospect of soccer.. a new type of saturday afternoon.. thats my real motive now.. |